I Felt Unbeautiful

Art work inspired by "Courage" by Superchick.

I told another lie today
And I got through this day
No one saw through my games
I know the right words to say
Like "I don't feel well"
"I ate before I came"

Then someone tells me how good I look
and for a moment
For a moment I am happy
But when I'm alone
No one hears me cry

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day

I don't know the first time I felt unbeautiful
The day I chose not to eat
What I do know is how I changed my life forever
I know I should know better
There are days when I'm okay
And for a moment
For a moment I find hope
But there are days when I'm not okay
And I need your help
So I'm letting go

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day

You should know you're not on your own
These secrets are walls that keep us alone
I don't know when but I know now
Together we'll make it through somehow
Together we'll make it through somehow

I need you to know
I'm not through the night
Some days I'm still fighting to walk towards the light
I need you to know
That we'll be okay
Together we can make it through another day

Stock Image by ~infidem-stock

**Please note that none of my work it intended to be "thinspiration", nor am I pro-ana/mia. It is to show the horrors that people with eating disorders go through. It is to show their pain, anguish, and self esteem. If I see any of my images being used as thinspiration, I will be sure to watermark my work, and make it only viewable to deviants 18 and older. Please respect my wishes. Thank you.

NOTE: No one was injured in the making of this photo. All wounds/bruises/blood/dieseases/cuts are fake. If any Deviant Art staff would like to know the exact steps as to verify that this is an artificial injury, I will be glad to abide.

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